Big, tall, long-fingered Annie. Rough, loud, with sudden mood changes. You are bigger and taller than me, and I am taller than dad was. You overpowered Dad on August 21, 2002, and his heart stopped working, so he left us forever. You were not in control, but it was your fault. I think you know it, too, and we can’t blame you for it. But I can be angry at you for taking my dad away so violently. He deserved better than that. Fuck you.